still working on things

here are some thingsi've discovered in the past few days:
1. i do not need people who put words in my mouth/can't mind their own business/think they can run my life just because they have an ego/can't admit that they have hurt me/make up excuses even though they know i don't buy them/make me go in circles/play with peoples minds, especially i care about and would never do anything to make them feel less of themselves...ive been there, its not worth it.
2. i love incubus, they are amazing and i would love to see them live
3. the used are pretty damn cool and i wouldnt mind seeing them live as well
4. i want/need what i can't have
5. i could possibly have everything i want/need right in front of my face * not literally considering its across the country.
6. i can not wait to go back to school so i can turn 17, get my license and my tattoo.
7. i need to start reading my book so i can pass english with flying colors
8. i want to hang out with JOE PORTA more than i thought i did. hes fucking kick ass.
9. sammi n. reminded me that i am not the only jealous/ex gf/ex wanter...hah...who would give anything to turn back time and take everything back.
10. i love my family, i am so happy that my grandpa survived the accident, it almost brought everyone closer together.
11. life is a little crazy at times, but time holds all the answers and i think everyone wants answers.